a lil tribute to intelligent loner

assalamualaikum

ha!!!!tkjut x??

sbenanye sj nk post sal ko

trime kcih coz inspire me to cntek2 my blog hehhhehh

bangga x led??tp jgn over seyh hehhe

jd kpd kwn2 sye yg nk usha2 blog carlz ni silalah

feel free tok share

(led,ko xkisa an??)lg pon ngah kumpl follower huhu

p/s:surprise tok ko kt left click cm bese,,, =D

B.E.R.H.A.B.U.K

assalamualaikum~

fuhhh....fuhhhh....fuuhhh....

ni bkn brhabuk lg da nie,,,sarang labah2 un ade

sawang sume pnoh da

hrrmmm bru pasan la,post hamdin asik ckp sal habuk jew,,,cmne ni???

hahhha bz klah pm aw,,,act post kli nie nk share

ngn sume

sharing kn caring~hahhha tu pown lw anda sume sudila

lw x, xpe sy amt memahami hehhe

1st thing first syukur alhamdulillah,,rsult exam final sem hamdin da kuar~

dgn itu hamdin nk ucap trime kcih tame2 skali kt my mom!! 4 d endless support,to my adik2,pling xlpe skali sume lecturer yg xpna jemu kci lecture even kt klas lecture byk je yg xconcentr8 tp still cont,trime kcih jge kpd kwn2 sperjuangn tnpa kehdirn korg sume mmg kusam je hari2 yg dlalui trutama housemte2 sy tanx ats sgale tunjuk ajr bntuan korg sume amt ak hargai hanye Allah je yg mmpu blas,,last skali trima kcih juge kpd sume yg trlibt scre lnsg atau xlnsg,on9 atau xon9 hehhhe kamsa hamnida =D

Kehadiran anda sume mmg memberi kngn mnis,mnis mcm gula2 kapas hehhe atau ayat comel cotton candy!!!!

tp xdelah cpt hilng cm koten kendi nie,,,tp kemanisan yg kte rse mmg xkn hilang dr ingatan,,,ceewwwah~

kpd kwn2 sye yg msih mencuba troskn usaha anda!!FIGHTING FIGHTING FIGHTING!!!! all d bez

so datz all for diz entriie,,,,nngeee~

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BW

BW!!!!hahhhha

BW tu blogwalking...duhh,,,konpem anda2 sume tawu kn..hehhe

lw BM lak bone marrow hahha

BMW???

back 2 d point

hamdin ske gle bce blog org

seyes

dr kwn2 I smpi org2 yg xprnah knai pown..

rse sronok lak bce kisah2 org

STOP2!!!

1st- I'm not a stalker (for sure r)

2nd- bkn menjaga tepi kain or seluar spe2 (xpnah trlintas un)

act ble kte bce kisa org len at least

kte bole blajar n amek plajaran sbenarnye

tp depends gak r

blog mne yg korg pg bsiar2

sendiri maw tawu la kan

hehhhe

'sebarang kesulitn anda tanggung ye'

yg pling hamdin ingt la blog2 yg hamdin pena berjln2

(ayt pe ni??jgn tiru aksi ni kt mne2 esp skool keyh)

ade stu blog nie mmg klakar

myb blogger die mmg klaka kowt

mostly entry kt tmpt kerja

sume pengalmn die lwk2

mmg tsengih hbis la ble bce

tp ble pikir blek

mmg sume yg die cite tu msyrakt tend tuk bwat

org tuh keje kaunter cmtu n die tpkse mnjwb sokln2 yg dkemukn

scr suka atau x (da keje die kowt,,msti r)

so bykla sokln2 yg ntah pape ntah yg ditnye oleh org yg dtg kt tmpt die

yg pling lwk ble die angkat telfon tbe2 sorg istri mara2

xpasal2 kne dgr puan tu membebel lbih kurg sejam

sblom blogger tu

btaw yg die hnye pekerja kaunter pertanyaan

puan tuh trus ltak telfon

malu kowt,,,hehhhehh

ssh jugak ye,,,

neway ne ade keje snang??

sume ssh kowt

lw sume sng xthrill r kn

mmg le klu boleh kte mmg nk bwat sume keje seng

tp

penah x trpikir yg keje seng ni lg xmmbwa

faedah kt kte as

die xbg satu cbaran tok diri kte

so kte tend tok xprepare ngn bnda2 yg lbih mncbar

then at last kte akn jd org yg lemah

n

smakin lemah

apakah???

cm kuar tjuk weyh

hahhahh

last and the least

tok spe2 yg xpnah try BW

bolela try2

syok tw

tp hanya bole dlakukn ble kte btol2 free shj tw

ble byk kje xyah ,,okeyh

k salam 'alaik

=D

Edogawa

argghhh...ske gle tgk anime nie...

seyes ske...dr dulu smpai skang still ske kt conan nie

myb cite die based on detective datz why syok gler

yg live action un hamdin tgk gak

even cm knk2 riang je kan yg tgk cite nie tp hamdin rse xleh la nk spesifik kt bdk2 je kn

at least bg la sy yg msih ske tgk cite knk2 nie menikmati hobi ini

hahhha

spe yg halang pon kn???

konpem la xde len la klu 24/7 dok tgk cite nie konpem la dhalang as obses sgt

bwat isi mse2 senggang sudeyh

xyah over2

tp pembuat cite ni mmg kreatif

mcm2 helah yg die leh pikir fuhh mmg talent

cbe lw suh hamdin yg bwat hahhhah

smpai kucing tu x mau da brtnduk la jwbnyer

dlu penah gak tgk kt paper ade sorg akak nie mmg peminat setia komik conan

dr siri first smpi yg trbru punye die kumpul

mmg tabik r hundred percent

nseb bek r ak xcmtu lw x mne la nk korek dwet

tp mmg dasat r,,tgk kt tv or on9 sudeyh

syok gak tw

so entry kli nie mmg khas tok conan hahhha

cm ade special request dr org terbabit jew

teeett~ no comment r kan

okkeyh slide note menunggu di hadapan tok dstudy bukn dtatap shj

harap maklum

kerjasama anda amat saya appreciate

hehhe =D

salam~

I'm back!!!

Yeah!!

akhirnye stelah brbuln2 sy brjye tok upd8 blog ni..hhehhheh

nk kte bz xde la bz nk kte xbz cam bz

pape pown hamdin smpt upd8 tok kli nie

so laz post hamdin ad kt shah alam tp skang

kt SERDANG da tw

bkn shah alam lg , da brpindah

n merantaw ke tmpt yg bru

kt serdang tmptnye lg aman dr shah alam lg senyap lg hijau

lg harmoni lg sunyi dn lg jauh ckit dr Subang ngeh3

so life as a medical student iz quite 'tough'

bkn quite la cam sgt jew heheh

tp ble hamdin pikir blek sume org yg tgh blajar mestila ad kesusahan

xkn nk seng jew da nme pon menuntut ilmu tu Ibadah

so mesti la ad dugaan n cabaran lw x, x thrill r

blajar dpt pahale jd kne bkorbn cket

-bkn ckit hamdin,kne BYK

msuk bln ni da 4 bln hamdin in medical school

pheww~

cm xcaye jew bole tahan, ne x nye notez yg nk kne study da nk sme tebal or lbih tebal dr

campbell(buku rujukan bio ye kwn2 bknnye sejenis mknn..hrap mklum)

tu blom tem assessment yg dbwat tep2 isnin

xpe2 sume tu membawa kebaikan pd sy

lw x, tep2 minggu maen aje la jwbnye x study punyer

bese r org "rajin" la katekan hohhohhh

n as usual selama beberapa buln ni lotz of thingz yg happen kt hamdin

byk yg hamdin blaja as my age da 19

hishh tue nye

ble kte pegi tmpt bru lg bykla pengalaman yg dpt

n ble jumpe kwn bru lg bykla citenye

lg2 da blaja benda bru lg2 la bnyak menda bru

sng cite sume bru r...certain je yg sme

ni blom msuk alam pekerjaan, mesti sume baru sekali lgi

sronokkn,, subhanAllah kuasa Nya mmg xde tandingn

as hamdin blaja medic nie byk yg hamdin realise

kt lecture ktorg blaja psl human dr sekecik2 yg mungkin

cthnye enzyme

punyela byk enzyme dlm bdn kte tok proceed next process b4 btol2 func

so hamdin terpikir bnde yg kcik2 nie sume brlaku atas kehendak Allah

xde salah stu enzyme mnusia tu akan jd kurg smpurna

atau kurg stu chromosome yg kcik tu je pown da jd len

x ke besar kuasa Allah tu

tp kte still xbrsyukur

mmg lengkap sungguh Allah bg kte dr

system immune ke digestive sume lengkap

so kte as hamba Allah yg cukup dn mampu spatotnye

kne bsyukur slaloo

ni dpt susah ckit da lpe Allah

walhal kte xpenah sedar

even Allah bg sakit Allah msih bg oxygen tok brnafas

tp kte tros lpekn Allah x tunai kwajipan kte as hamba

nk wat cmne manusia kn??

ermm..pelik2

so pasni hamdin harap hamdin slalu bsyukur kpd Allah

kdg2 ak nie pon slalu trlupe..bkn slaluu tp asyik leka

dush2x..

jd teman2 slalulah ingtkn sy yg slalu lalai nie hehheh

trime kcihh

ckp sal kwn,,hamdin nye koleksi kwn da brtmbah tw,,hehheh

b4 ni hamdin xpernah sangka jumpe dorg2 nie sume

pasni spe pulak ehh??

jeng3x...hahhhaa

act lg sbuln lbih hamdin nk exam final sem nie..ish cpt tol mse brlri

bkn brlari je ciap pcut ad brpagar lg tuh....

xsangke da nak abis stu sem

mmg seyes xleh caye,cm dlm mimpi jew

dn dsebabkan rse cm dlm mimpi la ak ni xstudy2 lg tok assessment isnin

aduyaiii

hamdin ble la ank nk start study immunology nie

cptla start

ko ingt ko power sgt

nnt ari isnin xtw pe nk jwab

aisshh

spe ad ubat tok jd RAJIN

seyes ak nk beli xkisa la bpe ringgit

mmg spe nk jd kaye ptot jual formula tok hilgkn rse mlas

saintis mne yg akn dpt cipta fomula tu

konpem dpt anugerah nobel...hahhhah

okeyh2 hamdin da mle merapu~

lala~

k kne chiowzz nie

pnat nk lyn celoteh ni hehhheh

salam~ =D

UiTM di hatiku lg ke?

assalamualaikum!!!!
fuh3x
da bhabuk da blog nie~
ish3x da 3 bln da xbukak nie
ape nk jdi..xtawla hamdin pegi membisu jap rse mlas nk menaip pon ade gak biase la ble kt umah nk rehat scukup2nye skali da 3buln lbih da cuti
wlopon da 3 bln lbih da cuti stll rse xckop lg
Alhamdulillah 3 july ni da mle la cbok ngn study!!!
waaa da 3 bln xpgang buku otak pun da bkarat kn bez law ad pelincir otak cewah~
ade sbenanye..crenye dgn membaca,membaca kn jmbtn ilmu,,ewah2 sjk ble plak nie hehe

slame brbuln2 dok rumah akhirnye hamdin mengerti penat lelah seorg wanita ketika berada di rmah..letihnye tu xyah ckp cbe korg tnye mk2 korg hehe yg xde pmbntu la klu ade pmbntu ringn ckit..cbe byg nenek2 kte dlu bwat keje2 umah fuh mmg tabik spring newton punye lah mne ade msin bsuh mne ade dpur gas tp sume keje2 umah ciap dberes wah mmg xsngke lah..ptotla org gaji indon dberi cuti hujung minggu tp kcian yg jd suri rumah spenuh mse xde cuti pon xpe2 die msti dpt byk pahala bb meringnkn beban ahli keluarga yg len =D

xde motif lnsung eden menaip arini..sbenrnye b4 msok study blek hmdin nk abes2kn menatap blog kosong ni bb myb pasni da xsempt da,,xpe2 akn ku ushakn tuk menyempat2kn gak..so bubbye uitm gonna miss u punyelah xspecially wedges melati hek3 xlpe jugak abc seksyen 2 serta ayam bakar DC juga kropok lekor malah waffle kt tpi tuh...mknn2 nie ade x kt serdang? hhmmm cdih la cmni datz d bez food there dat i really luv to eat..kpd kwn yg msih setia di uitm di hatiku cewah gud luck!!!jgn lpe kirim ABC frado kt aku ye lw trun serdang nnt...nmpknye no more air mangga cafe gonna miss it so much3x kpd lecturer2 yg b4 ni da mengajar trime kcih byk2 hnye Allah yg mampu membls jasa2 tuan dn puan..smoge drahmati Allah slalu...xlpe kwn2 kt uitm dlu,,sumbgn korg sedikit or sebnyk mmg really2x helpful smoge korg dmurhkn rezeki always n brjaye dlm bidg ape pon yg korg ceburi..juge trime kcih kpd p.cik2 teksi,p.cik2 bas uitm n rapid krane memudhkn prjlnn kmi xlpe kt pegawai yg btugs d kolej melati...fuhh da mcm speech ats pentas lak nie..hehhe papepon jse sume org byk mmbntu hmdin semasa sthun berasasi di uitm...neway life must go on kpd kwn2 sume anda akn sye ingt n our memories will always in my mind...waaaa windunye nk spend time cm dlu2 lg myb nex tem da xbkesempatan lg xpe2 kte sme2 akn ingt sume perkara yg kte da bwat myb lappy ni ble jd saksi hehhhe in a positive way korg!!!doakn ak bjaye dunia akhirat so do me..jom kte sme2 mngejar kebahagiaan di dunia n akhirat aja2 fighting!!
>keyh datz all for now
salam~

it'z march okeyh

salam 'alaik!!
fuh da bln mac da rpenye
my laz post was in jan I guess

sowie bloggy
not my intention to neglect u
but u've neglected
ngeh3

act nk bwat pengumuman wlaopon cm da agak telat

I'VE FINISHED MY FOUNDATION!!!
YEAY!!!!

it' about 5 days ago
to be accurate 4 days ago
huhu

Ques=How do you feel?
Ans=nothing....
Ques=tipu
Ans=seyes..nothing felt like....ermmm...WHAT!! so fast my one year has gone without I notice it..what a waste I didn't do well act..I did not try my bez,juz playing-playing-and-playing
Ques=tipu
Ans=haish..xcaye sudah ngeh3

I'm not regreting wat I did b4 diz coz I noe I tried my bez in struggling for both -dunia n akhirat-
but only Allah noes whether -accepted or rejected-

so pas ni tinggl tunggu result,myb another two weeks
if my result is like super gempak n Allah still want to give more 'rezki' i'll be going for pre medic in April
so Allah noes d best 4 me n others

klu x~
cuti lme la hamdin
and hamdin kne g klas english sbb ur eng is sooooo terok
see I've prove dat
hahhhahhhahhhhhahhah
I'm not shock if my eng is totally bad bcoz
I'm not d minah salleh
hehhhehhhe

my laz paper tuk diz sem ialah CHM095
(mogek gler tlis course code)
paper tu mmg totally make me
breathless-tired-exhausted-frustrated-sad-speechless-bad moodest
fuh sessh fizik pn paper chm tu double ssh
da xmmpu da nk cmmnt pape
tawakkal je lah
mmg hamdin xseyes study pon datz why la
so hamdin mmg xykin tuk diz sem
nmpknye I had to say "goodbye smnnjg m'sia" again
act xkisa pn juz worried bout my mom je
my mom yg bkl ssh coz nk kne spend money
haih...
dr dlu mmg ank dara die sorg ni yg slalu timbulkn masalah da xd org len da
sori ma I do not have any intention to do so
xpe I gave my bez juz Allah sje yg kte bole count on
and as usual my mom will say
"xpela kak..nnt kt pdg mahsyar Allah xtanye kakak dpt bpe pointer tem asasi dlu...tp Allah akn tanye,ape yg kte bwat semasa kakak blaja asasi"
okeyh ma I'll remember dat by hard

so kli ni hamdin xbpe ykin ngn rsult math ngn chm hmdin bb I'm having problm wif both d papers in conclusion -tawakkal-

then ari rabu ptg pas abis hamdin mmg totally hilg mood bkn hamdin nk pon I tried to say to myself 'smile-smile-smile' only my lips do but not my kokoro it'z hard 4 me to gain back d strength after struggling hardest 4 juz one paper...
fuh I can still feel it till now ~d fatigue
xperna jwb soklan exam smpai t'cungp2 cmtu
(xcpt test 2 m3 bb kalut tkn calcltr punye psl)
yg nie lg pnat-pnat sgt2
so mlm tu da plan ngn nani-mkn piza hut kt blakang-tgk yu hee smpi abis
mlm tu hamdin tpkse kuatkn hati tuk mncri kmbli serpihan2 hati yg hncur kt drmm


n for d 1st tem hamdin habis mkn dlu dr nani xtw r sbb lapar or mlpskn gram
myb due2 bb pastu hamdin rse lega sgt2
relieved gler
biasalah tem hamdin rse xbrsmgt mknn mrupekn slh stu sumber tok hamdin gain d happy mood
yelah org ske mkn mmg r
so I spent all d night k tmpt piza n kt blik smpi kul 3 hmdin da lentok

I think da lme hamdin x blogging bb tu rse cm byk mmbebel lak
k datz all for dis entry nnt hmdin smbg ag
salam~

1st post for january 2010

seems like I was totally bz diz few months buktinye my blog terbiar jew without me typing it hehhehh
jgn mara bloggy
act arini hamdin tgh on d mood nk blogging bb org sekeliling hamdin sume tgh bsedih...
diz week je mcm2 yg happen...
so friends hope korg tabah n menguatkn diri dlm menempuh segala cubaan yg Allah bg
InsyaAllah
hhhrrrmmmm
manusia mmg xleh lari dr masalah actually ade je yg dtg xkire mase tempat n waktu
juz kte yg kne pandai handle

hehhheehheeh ter'emo lak
so tonite hamdin nk stay up bg menyiapkan segala perkara yg hamdin perlu selesaikan
it's not bout someone's else problem but it's bout my homework ngeh3
so lg 5 more weeks b4 my totally final exam
hamdin perlu betol2 skor dis sem bg membolehkan hamdin merealisasikn impian n cita2
I need strength fuh but I know I already have it as Allah has given to me all this while until now juz me yg kne pndai tuk menggunaknnye pakai akal yg dkurniakn...

so hope hamdin bole survive as an asasi sc student for 5 more weeks..cewah cm lme jew....bb xlme r kne pndai survive bb exam mkin dkat but hamdin xprepare pon
sbenaye post ni hamdin nk talk random je
xde perkara khusus
act arini hamdin dilanda satu lg dilema...
ade sorg nie hamdin rapat ngn die juz die sdg menghadapi masalah skarang nie cme die msih blom bersedia tuk meluahkannye kpd sesape..
die sedg bengang ngn seseorg
totally itz not me bb die ciap2 brlakon yg die in d good mood dpn hamdin
tp dgn kwn die yg len die x seceria spt mne die ceria ngn hamdin
but I can feel die ade masalah yg tersimpan dlm hati die juz die xmmpu myb tuk melepaskannye
pnat hamdin pikir ape sebb nye juz can't figure out bb die asyik bpura2 happy ngn I so xtaw cne nk start conversation ngn die
n FYI I'm not good at talking wif d people I care
seriously dr dlu lg
I keeep hurting their feeling but on d other side I really care bout them
smpai skarang my habit xubah2
cm tu gak
totally I want to change dat kind of attitude
tp xdpt gak
ble hamdin syg seseorg org tu mesti terluka
n d problem is
hamdin susah xsyg kt org lg2 yg mmg rapat ngn hamdin
walaupon mcm2 yg dorg da bwat tp hamdin xpenah nk terasa ngn pe yg dorg bwat n sbb prangai hamdin yg ssh nk terasa,I felt org pon xterasa ngn pe yg hamdin
sbenaye penyataan tu totally wrong ye...
jgn tiru aksi nie d rumah
hahhhaaahhhhh

kdg2 kte susah tuk memahami diri kite sendiri
Maha Pencipta je yg lbih memahami diri kte lebih dr kte memahami diri kite sndiri
kdg2 tem kte tgh sedih Allah lebih tahu pe yg kte perlukn wlaupon kte merasakn kte memerlukn benda len tuk menenangkan hati kte
jd ble kte sedih byk yg kte leh bwat tuk melegakn diri
xkisah la pape yg pnting xmelanggar syariat yg dtetapkn

pernah x korg jumpe dgn seseorg yg korg rse sronok je ble bborak ngn die
tp korg bru je kenal,but korg rse selesa tuk bercerita mengenai kisah hidup korg ngn org tuh n korg akan berasa puas pastu tetibe korg lost cntct ngn org berkenaan........
so hamdin sdg melalui kisah nie tp hamdin percaye ade hikmah dsebalik sume nie
hamdin hilg kwan2 yg hamdin syg mmg rse sedih
tp sume milik Allah
Allah juz pinjamkn je tuk kte
so as I said entry kli ni juz random topic
hope hamdin bole jumpe lg ngn dorg someday somehow
wlaupon hamdin tawu dorg tu da xingt lnsung pon kt hamdin
hhehhehehe
t'emo lg la plak
so diz is totally not hamdin
I dun like this scenery where d mouth is not working to fold up a smile
working on it
progressing....
80%llllllllllllllll
95%lllllll
okeyh 100%!!!!!
success is on my hand if I wish to grab it!!!!!

so today's topic is about how to fold upa smile

any suggestion??
can't think~~

myb datz all
salam~~